The Nice Guy and the Bad Boys

The Nice Guy and the Bad Boys

It’s apparent I used, I abused, I swindled,

The women of the past, their fires I kindled.

Mind of lust, I’d act innocent and coy,

They would selflessly give, like a mommy to her boy.

I moved to the groove in the bed so shrewd,

The ladies lined up, bag of tricks, in the nude.

But the bottom fell out when the King took note,

Of his heir to the throne, yelling, “Off with his throat!”

To this day I repent everywhere I’ve went,

Those that I loved, no longer are sent.

To the ones, they flock, like my former self,

Bad boys with the cock; twinkling eyes like the elf.

Cause/ Effect is a curse; if I play the blame game,

Taste remains unchanged of the darling’s remains.

The soul moved on; joyfully and filled,

But the mind of the past, thirsts for those that it thrilled.

Who then, do they send, and who’s drawn to this Sage?

It’s the same, without pain, now twice that in age.

Tides, they have turned, help me follow my soul

To the land of Peace, which the mind don’t control.

Inspired by Warren Buffet’s quote, “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future,” and the string of girls drawn to bad boys that I’ve fallen for these past 6 years. Thank you for the incredible lessons learned and the insights into my own past. We shall meet again in 20 years. This nice guy officially accepts he is a nice guy, and he knows how to patiently lie in wait.

I give in, Universe. I am Justin Timberlake. I accept. Let me learn from your wise ways. Turn that tide; it’s obvious it’s your turn to enjoy me. Are you listening?

time to Love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I love my life.

I love my freedom to move around at will.

I love that my needs are always met.

I love that I work with clients who resonate perfectly with me.

I Love that angels send me perfect ladies who match perfectly with my heart and life needs.

I love that I can travel whenever I want to.

I love that I get to work outdoors.
I love that I abused my power and mis-led people in past lives.
I love that I've dealt with depression for decades.
I love to meditate.

I love having a “boss” who believes it’s more important for me to be blissful and happy in the moment than to be perfectly finishing a job on time.

I love having a “boss” who lets me practice personal growth and freedom throughout each day in work and in play.

I love living on the land and in homes, wherever I am, wherever I rome.

I love being able to practice guitar, singing, songwriting, and loving energy connection for a show performance.

I love living simply.

I love things coming into and out of my life effortlessly.

I love the divine flow happening in my life at all times.

I love the people I come in contact with each day.

I love that I get paid for what I love to do.

I love receiving money through Paypal.

I love depositing money into my account for the amazing sessions I provide.

I love working with the angels to provide loving sessions for people’s guidance.

I love becoming more sincere each day.

I love honoring my body and mind’s needs for purity and health.

I love hearing the messages of the angels.

I love being humble and gentle.

I love being flexible and strong.

I love healing people with the angels.

I love coaching people and helping them know their answers clearly. I don’t solve anything. I offer a divine space to allow for their Truths to reveal themselves.

I love the incredible family I come from.

I love my loving heart.

I love this body.

I love my loving mom.

I love the exact way my father acts.

I love all my former bosses and co-workers.

I love the car I drive and shoes I wear.

I love the air I breathe.

I love the lack of definition of my body’s muscles.

I love how my nose gets burned easily.

I love my cat when he gets anxious for me attention.

I love how my bank account fluctuates with money- up and down.

I love how everyone I meet has a smile on their face.

I love that I was in a near-death car accident.

I love all the ladies I have made love to.

I love swimming and doing water aerobics.

I love staring at my face in the mirror until it dissolves.

I love this moment.
I love how the body follows the mind.
I love that I am nothing.

I love feeling not so good.

I love feeling good!

I love catching insects in my home and placing them gently outside.

I love the amount of attachment my mind has.

I love how each country is like a parallel dimension.

I love how there’s the truth, and then there’s the Truth.
I love how this mind is finally beginning to listen to the higher needs of this soul.

I love me.

And I love you!!!!


I Count My Blessings. (Click for little acoustic strumming tune by yours truly.)

"Lover, I await the day,
when good fortune comes our way,
And we'll ride down the King's Highway,
Yea, yea."